first day of August .

8月1日
的确很快..
8月来了 =)


最近我处于不舒服的状态。
全身痛。
没关系
多休息就可以了。


考试要来了
我还不舍得K书。
可是又不会
>___< 怎么办~

明天愉宁生日啊 哈哈 生日快乐 =)
对于昨天我的缺席。

对不起




最近我真的很忙！
可是我却不知道我忙什么 =0=
简称 - 浪费时间




時間快點過吧~
今天我們出去吃飯
姐夫請。

謝謝。




我真的很想出去玩 !!!
=X


每次別人出去玩
我只是有看照片的份
T______T



然後
我真的很想去看TWILIGHT
我都還沒看。

我看都落映了吧






哈哈
我的午餐
謝謝請我的芝麻糊

其實
生活到處都是幸福。

你餓了，食物就是幸福。
你渴了，水就是幸福。
你累了，睡覺就是幸福。

我從來都覺得自己很幸福。
其實最近我變得很容易知足了。
=X



有屋子可以住就好了，不一定要大房子。
食物吃得飽就好了，不一定要山珍海味。

可能家裏的環境吧。


無可否認。
我有時候的確會很貪錢
也是因爲家裏的環境。

你們都不知道。
因爲你們不是我 =X



你們不必像我那樣，
才16嵗。
你們可以安心讀你們的書。
但我不可以。






現在我才發現，原來人生只不過是在輪回。


我們要更多錢來做什麽？
來提高我們的生活水平。
當生活水平提高了？
我們就需要更過的錢。


這就是人生，不停的輪回。



只是我們都不知道。
我們已經掉進這個永無止境的輪回。






好累。去睡了午覺

Friday . 30 July ♥

Today I went Selayang Mall with my dearest honey =)
I love my her
hahass


and today they celebrated YeeLiing's birthday also
and also JinYuan
but I'm absent
Sorry yeeliing

Happy birthday to JinYuan and YeeLiing <-- NICE xDDD

and.. sorry for tomorrow I'm no going =X


happened something again
DAMN



Last night .
I sent a message to this number - 012-364774X ..

and...

- Message not delivered -

I could hardly to believe
the number that he use already 4 years

really changed.
If not her inform me I think until now.
I also don't know he changed his number.

4 years.
how come he say change then change
easy to say.
hard to do.


Qiing Chua is treated like a fool.
WHAT ALSO DON'T KNOW.



as Leon say '' SHIT !!!!!!



I'm going to crazy



The RM5 that he gave him
I'm going to use it.



Today I saw him twice.

disappear please.

The God playing with me?
=0=


tomorrow no need school
can I stay at home?
can I ?

My life is sucks !!

HIM and HER
THEY

don't know

I hate them

damn them.



不想看到他的時候，卻要讓我看到。
再一次無奈





拜托你離我越遠越好。
我不是白癡。


原本今天是很開心的咯 :(
無端端
好心情就這樣，走了。



真的不用擔心。
我會當作什麽都不知道。
啦啦啦啦啦
不知道。
看不到。
聼不到。





好累。 =0=

Bye ♥

28 Jul

呼呼.. 終于 EDIT 完了。
剛剛在 EDIT BLOG
我喜歡把它弄得美美的
=)
因爲這裡是我寫東西的地方
看了心情也會比較好。
寫的東西也不會醬傷感 =0=



個人意見。
可以無視


哈哈



我不是想說時間過得很快
可是它真的過得很快
都不等我
T____T


考試又來了 ==
頂不順



最近的確發生很多事
:(


我很努力不要去想
可是就是做不到。




哦
我要聼冷笑話
突然很想念我的朋友，Carrie的冷笑話。



人生一定要充滿無奈才叫人生嗎？






SKIP .



I know you will know.
That's all.


am I wrong?
Please tell me.


I don't know why you wan to delete me after you added me.

until now
I haven't yet get the answer

SAD.


Time.



What can I do?

nothing I can do.

let it be my best memory in my life.

26.07

Today is 27.07 actually =w=
but I prefer 26.

that is yesterday
happened something


FUNNY !!!!!

有那个必要吗？
有必要来骗我吗？



我不是你们眼里的傻瓜
这么好玩？


想看我有什么反应？
全部都来骗我


哈哈哈哈哈哈
我觉得很好笑


好委屈你。
对不起

满意了没？




以后，我说眼睛很痛
可以配合我吗？
-说，做么你又戴过期的眼镜？
-说，你要眼药水吗？
-说，是不是肮脏了？



可以配合我吗？
找个台给我下。
谢谢


我要的
就是酱简单。



很饿
妈咪还没有回来。





I'm very tired
just now back from tuition
PITY

and a lot of housework are waiting for me !!!!
damn her
damn him



VERY ANGRY.



FINE


monthly test coming soon
but I haven't start yet do my revision XD


My English improve a lot xDDD




I wanna go Genting
I wanna go Cameron Highlands
I wanna go a trip






I should *unlike*



HATE all of you !!!
please disappear !!!!!!!!!!



HATE you

damn you
damn you
damn you
damn her
damn her
damn her
damn him
damn him
damn him




FINE.



hungry.
OFF




byes.

我很有心情。

我很有心情來Update blog

Last 2 years in SMK.Kepong

我們講好了
明年考完SPM后

要頭也不回的踏出校門
然後大喊
ByeBye. SMK Kepong
ByeBye. 垃圾們
你們繼續7早8早坐摩托車找你們的啦啦女朋友/啦啦朋友。
我去坐BMW了咯。


哇卡卡..

離開學校時的對白

要背熟 ！





其實
我很想讀書

可是不想讀這間學校





我很多東西想做

我很想出去旅行
很久沒有化美美出街了
我很想看twilight [[ 從上映講到現在，一個月了。我也還沒去看 ]]
=X..

我 要 看 TWILIGHT

T________________T

讀書的時候，想工作。
工作的時候，想讀書。


人
都是醬的啦



無奈



沒有完美 =X



我肚子很餓
xDDDDD



昨晚我夢見 Sridev
夢力他跟我講話
暗爽

深邃的五官
迷人的眼睛
高挺的鼻子

電死我了 xDDD

我很努力要找回以前我們的回憶.
你又何必狠心將一切都抹去？

SUNDAY

How come my Sunday no nice ==
SAD

So fast
:(


I don't wan school tomorrow
can I ??

I'm super lazy

Later go out for dinner
Steamboat


My homework haven't done !
not enough 18 activities !!

who can help me?
==



18 is too many la

They are so happy.
but

I can't join them

Is it my problem?

Don't know


I'm damn hungry now





they go his house many times
Let me go 1 time


不過份吧?





monthly test is coming



TWILIGHT : Eclipse

I no yet watch

My friend all watched

SAD :(




I love Edward
I love Bella
I love them


Who can accompany me go watch?


and...
Yee Ling's birthday coming soon
but
first of August
I need to tuition :(



WHY?
WHY must be me?

WHY
WHY
WHY

SAD :(





I really have no choice

why the liar wan to lie my dad
can he go lie others?

as Joyce say '' 這是一個選擇題嗎？ ''

不懂放什麽標題的標題.

今天媽咪沒有開店哦.
奇跡.
哈哈哈.


她要跟爸爸去銀行做東西
我家的屋子買出去了咯

住了5年
說不捨得是騙人的咯
:(


有什麽辦法.


連續劇幾時才做完？==
整天都一樣劇情


不膩嗎？
每天只會在那邊為錢吵

很煩知道嗎？

心情不好就罵我？
那我罵誰？
罵你兒子好不好？

無奈。
SKIP *





今天很衰

我有很多要說。
可是我說不出口

時間真的過得很快。
可以等下我嗎？

生存
就是跟時間賽跑




原來人生那麽多無奈 =X


是不是你長得漂亮一點
人家就會特別喜歡你？

是不是你長得漂亮一點
你就可以吃免費的午餐？

是不是你長得漂亮一點
什麽都不用做，他就會自動來找你？

給我一點時間

我已經存著錢要去韓國整容.
我承認

我對她真的沒有好感

應該說
我妒嫉她.
我也承認。

妒嫉她有他的留言。
而我沒有。



就像以前我說的

當作做善事，讓一個人開心一下也不可以
當作是乞求，也不行？

施捨下你的同情心給我，好不？

沒有東西
我寫爽



哈哈
安



這個星期六和日都要補習
我很累呢 ==


今天大結局了咯
看戯看戯 xDD


安
我要下了






最近我好忙呢




拜拜 ♥

Thursday

Today nothing happened also
later I still need to go tuition
tired :(



yesterday
i sent him a msg


nothing
just said goodnight



sometimes..
I MISS HIM ♥




SOMETIME




I changed my blog song




2 years
2 years no talk to him :(
I really hate that feel .


Today I saw him
I run away
like Sridev saw me xDDD

SAD.




I really hate this school

after 2011
I will leave SMK Kepong !!
=D





this article is nonsense


SKIP IT



off..
go for tuition


bye

20.07.10

happy birthday to my smallest brother
he 1 year-old already


wow..
today happened somethings
thank them =D

Malaysia weather is very hot
and..
super thanks your cold water !!!!!!!!!

immature



SKIP THIS --

I damn scare let people pour water
I shut up =X




leow ee xin !!
i really don't understand why you keep find excuse for him !!!!!!






damn angry


today happened many thing make me so angry
cell dead a lot

SAD




today I saw sridev
i don't know why everyday he saw me
he run away?
XD
so cute



I like to disturb him XD
actually he quite handsome xDDDD




his duty place for this week is my blok here !!
wow


thanks god
i can everyday go kacau him xD


Sridev I'm coming XD
[[ am I so scary? == ]]





I really prefer be friend with in front class's student

I knew that I also from behind class



and..
CHAM WEE KHENG !!
please stop your geli action !!
damn you ==
don't ask muack here muack there
make me hate you , you know?

GO AWAY.




I found that
I use english to blogging
I have nothing to say xD


i damn hungry now =0=


my sister getting married T__________T

and the camera man say her like 丁噹
joking ?

lols..
FUNNY XDDDD






ok.... i need to off now.
bye all my darlings

Taurus

Just now I online searched something about Horoscope
[ horoscope ] >> I don't know I got use wrong word or not =0=

Because I'm taurus?
and
he is aquarius?
I don't know..


raining now ♥

recently really happened many thing
=0=


don't know..



I better maintain silence



SAD
tomorrow school again =X
i hate school
hate



assembly..
wow.. I'm looking forward XD


just now my daddy teach me how to drive
LOLS??
why? don't know
feel weird

I no need to learn how to drive
I have my personal driver XD

thank someone
he promised me
xD
super thank you



He told me after he get the driving license
he will be my personal driver !
thanks !
=D



I don't know
SAD
:(


because I need to help you every weekend
so I don't have time to do my revision !


I also don't know why I cant get good result =X
i really don't know

don't ask me =X



13 July..
u walk behind me
:(
SAD.



I hate that feel

愛你的人和你愛的人
你選誰？

Today ♥

Today Girl Guide's station game
=D
nice
and...
I saw him again
What The..
=0=



I played water with my darlings
Ee Wen.. Jia Shin.. Eleenaz.. Wei Chee.. Yi Ling .. Shin Yi
=D
6 of you..
are super cute =D
and.. Shin Yi darling was fever ==
I don't know
take care
and drink more water
darling.. darling love you ^__^




Today I didn't go to jogging
because I'm lazy
XD




to my dearest Eexin
just let it go..
don't cry
what can you do?
after you cry... you will get anything?
don't be stupid again
wake up please ==

Twilight

eexin watched :(
I wan watch it :(
SAD


recently happen something
can I left KL??
I wan other place
I wan get a new life


I wan go a place that no one know me...




FINE.
nothing....




I realise I long time didn't talk to him
SAD
But actually I'm going to forget
lalalala
4 years is enough me and him
GOOD



Twilight !!!
I wan watch !! T__T


Really sad
they watched
never mind..
tomorrow I call my sister bring me go to watch
alone ==
never mind la
Jusco only mah


OFF __
continue my drama


I really hate them

garbage

garbage

garbage

can you go away?
what you know???
everyday come our class and make noise

where you from?
sakai from FRIM?

please go away

you're immature !!
you're childish !!


1 year more.
I will left this school


I hate this school.
rubbish
full of garbage !

we better maintain silence
until our lawyers come

=D

Tuesday

Today I saw him !!!!
scared me ==

Today I back from toilet
then I saw him
that time I'm alone

PJK
4 Makmur and 4 Maju exchange class
scared me



That time I'm not feeling well
@ ___ @
going to faint
and he walk behind me
:(

i hate that feel

come back come back
=0=



原來電視劇的劇情會發生在現實
原來真的有人會上門討債
香港劇?
只欠沒有潑紅油
和那些沒有紋身


哈哈哈.
醬我會遇到KINGSLEY沒有？

哈 哈 哈哈

很好笑？
差不多咯




全家只剩我是正常的
其他人？
筋彎了
沒有直到


所以全部都是在發神經
哈哈哈哈
真的很好笑呢



今天我看到他了呢
嚇倒我快點跑

轉 彎 的時候，肩膀撞到牆壁了 =0=

飄移 xDDDDDDD

其實我也不想跑 :(
其實他很討厭我

我不想再增加他討厭的成分

所以我會盡量不要出現在他的面前




什麽SEOK SIM ?
拍照眼睛很用力的在撐 =0=
不累得麼？
=0=
我眼睛比你小我也沒有那麽做
xDDD

照片拍出來很丑 =0=
比起 Hsing yee.. Hsing Yee 美多了


兩個小妹妹~
給人騙去了咯
姐姐在勸你啊~~




回來回來
不幹我的事。



哈哈
明天又讀書


突然
我討厭學校==
討厭
SMK Kepong
討厭 CHUA CHEE QIN


我想去沒有認識我的地方生活。
一個人。
自己養活自己。
自己种。
自己吃。
多好
沒有錢的世界。


不用和別人爭
多好。



這是一個女生想要的。

zodiac

Yesterday
the final for cheerleading competition
our school all girls team get no.9
all boys team get no.7
top 10
proud of them
they are awesome !!
the champion - Cyrens from Sri KL
wow~
you can watch their perform from youtube !!
Pro !!
I took many photos
I will upload all photos as fast as possible



and today I didn't go to school XD
because yesterday was final of FIFA
wow

and..
the Spain be champion
right?
i don't know
i never watch the football match
=0=



just now I went tuition
my friend told me
our class get the dirtiest class again ==

luckily today I'm not going to school
if not..
I sure will get scold again


SAD
tomorrow school again
sometimes
I really so hate our school
without any reason ~~




wow..
I now only realise
I have many thing haven do
Busy right now
=0=


I know my article was very boring
I'm very sorry >__<


Off 1st..
nights =D




to my dearest eexin

never mind la
Don't sad
I will be with you
I don't know what can I do
but I will accom you ^_^

Friday

Sorry for my pic is very ugly
and my eye look sleepy !!
very sorry xD


Today is Friday
I had cut my hair
I cut my hair for support Zodiac !!

Today I went Selayang Mall with yeeling and sin yee
and I saw many schoolmates
Lols
Brought my friend birthday's present
only RM9.90
forgive me
because I'm not very friend with you xD


I brought many things
Bankrupt T __ T




Sad..
recently happened many things
I DON'T WAN BE CHUA CHEE QIN
i am so tired !!
why ???
don't know


SKIP THIS
yesterday
I went bilik kauseling
I saw Sally
she was crying
SKIP
this is privacy
I shut up better


Nothing
yesterday I wrote many thing
I wan post on my blog
but I forget
=0=


I am super hungry now :(
where my dinner?


Oh ya..
Tomorrow cheer competition
I am going to support them on Sunday
=D

I don't know what happen to my computer =0=
damn lag

SAD
really so sad
:(



why the good thing never happen in my life?
why?
why they very good?
why ??

don't know
why all people like her?
she very good?

why all people like him?
he very good?


don't know

SHUT UP




bye..

R.o.m.a.n.t.i.c

I will try my best to make my blog getting more romantic
xD
I like this feeling


The skirt that Evonne borrow me..
for me.. It's too long... =0=
but size is suitable for me
xD
thanks Evonne




I'm very hungry now
T__T


Finally.. I get my lens
Grey colour


Recently I really quite busy !!
I have no enough time

Just now.. I watched many meaningful videos


Twilight Saga : Eclipse
Tomorrow



But I don't know I have time go to watch or not
SAD T__T



I wish can have Twilight 4, 5, 6, 7, more and more
wow xD


and..
when FIFA world cup will end?
I have no idea



I'm going to mad !!
oh not



Suddenly speechless
I have nothing to say


I'm looking forward Sunday !!
Z - O - D - I - A - C
red and white
red and white

I love them ^__^
they are awesome !!
=D



now I only know..

my classmates are very childish !!

especially

OH and the gang !!!

please be more mature
you are form 4 right now
Not kindergarten
OK?

Some of them are super childish

they play paper plane during the lesson


I will try my best to forgive them


Sometime that thing they do are without brain !

and throw the rubbish everywhere !

I was injured :(
finger xD
Painful


I have nothing to say
Tomorrow school again
=0=

why everyday repeat the same thing?
can we do some different?

I have no idea
And our English teacher said..
she will book a video room for us
but..
she forget.


SAD



Nights.. I'm very hungry now :(

Cheer Up =D

Cheer up, qiing
I always tell myself
Everything will be fine
=D


So full..
just now finished my dinner
nice ^_^



Oh yeah..
I'm going to support Zodiac on Sunday
Stadium Bukit Jalil
Anyone going?
for who wanna go
you can tell me
and.. bus fess . RM5
very cheap
supporter please wear red shirt


That day.. I have to reach school at 7.30am
then?
what time I should wake up?
5.00am? 6.00am?
tired
too bad :(



and...
We all wear the same clothes
Same hair style
Same make up
that's is cool XD
I'm looking forward =D



Let's go support Zodiac !
Let's go support Evonne !
Let's go support Joyce !
Let's go support SMK Kepong

[[ although I dislike this school, tell whisper ]]

xDDD





and....
I keep change my blog's song =0=
lame
but this song quite nice
=D
Soft



the '' report card day '' for our school
have changed to Friday
that's great !
I no need go to school
Thanks god


everyday wake up at 5.45am
I'm so tired :(

Don't cry because it is over
Smile because it is happened

I like this sentence so much

I'm drinking soya bean now xD


Every time when I saw her on the line
I will appear off
Every time when I saw her on the line
I will appear off
Every time when I saw her on the line
I will appear off



Repeat and repeat * =0=




oops >__<
I wan to thank someone

you ~
thanks >_<




nights.. buddies
have a sweet dream . :)

L Y R I C S ♥

Notice >> for who was very happy now.. please skip this article..
because I don't wan to infect your mood :(

the colour for today > Grey
very moody :(

愛沒有誰不愛誰，只有誰不懂珍惜誰。
我為你流的眼淚 痛徹心扉 誰來安慰

nothing
just a lyrics
nothing special
then I so care for what?

I won't blame him hurt me anymore =D



next Saturday is my school..
'' report card day '' xD
but I'm not going
I'm lazy






Just know my mum told me something
now..
I only know...
not easy as I think

qiing, please be more mature..
ok?



Every time I tell myself
1 year more..


This is my families
I have no choice
I can't changed my family member
what can I do?
accept it..




But.. until now..
I knew
That not so easy

I knew something
how tired I ?



I'm just an ordinary girl
I'm just 16 year-old
I''m not adult


FINE
I say a lot still useless


and. forgive my broken English



PS : I changed my blog's song > __ <

classmates

LOLs.. Speechless XD
I took this photo during the school

I really don't know what I'm doing the school =0=
play?
Actually no la..
because that time teach no enter the class yet

but I don't think so =0=

but the way..
today I went to school for competition

1 word to describe
SHIT

SKIP THIS


nothing to say
hopeless


and.. disappointed to our school !!!
unfair !!


The naib.johan should be scout
not puteri islam

the hakim brainless

we lose..
because we not malays
this is the reason !!



cool down cool down


SAD.
T________T




4 1 6 4 7 7 1 9 6 8

a secret XD



Finally competition over
that's great !! =D



no more practice
no more wake up early

hahass...


bye.

first day of July♥

Today is first day of July
=D
happy birthday to lao da =D


SAD

I'm so sad right now :(

I have many things need to do =X
Why =0=




Twilight Saga : Eclipse
I'm waiting for you !!! XD



Nice movie =D
I watched Twilight 1


Edward ♥
Bella ♥


Today I walked around the school
for?

FOR NOTHING

Because a lot teacher absent



I really love my blog's song so much >__<
nice





I have nothing to write
and..
tonight I have tuition class

tired


I hate it .


anyone save me?
=0=




nothing.
I go watch drama again
it is ok

everything will be fine.. right?


I will try my best to improve my English >__<
sorry for who was reading blog
and please forgive my broken English


I'm tired right now
should I take a nap?

24 hours are not enough for me T__T


=X

bye..

I'm going to take a nap
i am sooooo tired



bye darlings